I haven't posted anything here in a whole month and I spent most of May attempting to do a million things (okay-not a million but a bunch,) making progress on a few, and accomplishing even less.
I haven't been all there in my head; which isn't a completely bad thing because being in my head isn't all that fun (like having dreams of being raped), things like this blog fall to the wayside (does anyone read this shit,) and goals like writing and publishing my own series of children books keep taking a back-seat .
I am still a nervous wreck around people and awkward might as well be tattooed on my forehead, but something that has kept me moving forward is the fact I haven't really tried to change who I am around other people, particularly the workplace. When you are honest with yourself around other people the paranoia that everyone hates you isn't so bad; it's a lot less stressful.
I haven't been all there in my head; which isn't a completely bad thing because being in my head isn't all that fun,
some other things this month...
enrolled in an online photography class for certification,
hiked up a fucking mountain (then got driven down-no regrets that mountain was a bitch)
started reading a 4th book even though I haven't finished reading the other 3 I started
biked 50 miles
went fishing for the first time
rescued a stray dog
on a low carb diet (I AM A SUPPORTIVE GIRLFRIEND)
I need to get my shit together, particularly this blog and my endeavors as a freelance artist. Wish me luck. I think I'll start writing more here again, if you like what I am writing about leave me a comment; it encourages me to write more.